Dear Nana,
It's been a little over 3 years since you passed and it still feels like it was yesterday. I wish I could just have one more day with you eating ice cream in your big bed while telling you about everything that has changed. I feel like the cancer came and took you over night, which it pretty much did. I was so angry for the longest at you for giving up on your fight that I refused to go visit your grave site. It took me a little while to realize that it was just my selfishness making me think that you gave up. I know you were in so much pain those three months. I'm sorry for being mad at you for leaving. Nanny misses you like crazy. Every time I talk to her she brings you up as if you were still alive. I think its because shes not ready to let go. She tells me all the time, "I'm her mother. She was supposed to bury me. Not the other way around". We all miss you very much. I know you're watching over me pain free now. thank you for everything you did for me.
I love you and miss you
Britnie
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